david!

red is the colour of desire

2006-09-17T19:53:00.000+08:00

just watched the banquet yesterday.. supposedly a chinese adaptation of hamlet, typical shakespeare tragedy - everyone dies. loved the show =P
has to be the first chinese show thats not stupid or ridiculous, go watch it if u havent.

if u thought ur life sucked, u would have changed ur mind after watching the poor innocent girl die for nothing. gotta love how the parts all come together and cumulate in a superb moment where everyone just.. starts dying. boy i miss literature.. never thought i'd see the day.

superman returns

2006-07-02T00:06:00.000+08:00

what can i say? this movie made me feel like a kid again, the superman theme just brought this feeling that theres still good in this world, that everything is right.. and everything will be alright.

haha, well at least for a moment there.

maleficence

2006-06-17T22:40:00.000+08:00

i sometimes wonder lord, why you allow so much evil to exist.

destruction-decimation-corruption,
trauma-agony-fear,
pain-sorrow-anguish,

many words for the same eternity of suffering.

but why?

those who die are the lucky ones.

its time

2006-06-01T23:29:00.000+08:00

procrastinating for 5 months finally comes to an end.. time to be a man. no trying, no hiding.

time to do.

happy hari raya!

2006-01-10T22:57:00.000+08:00

right. so today is a holiday.. just like every other day for me now lol.

so, doing as all chinese do on hari raya... i went to chinatown!! =P i remember it as it was 1 year ago.. although its not exactly the right period, ppl already begin to flood chinatown. dual flood today =( and the best part about the rain was that..

there was a FIRE somewhere arnd there!!

...WHILE IT WAS RAINING! ironic innit.

saw the fire engine dodging its way thru the cars. scary. but that wasnt the worst part of the trip. it was a pleasant lunch and some silly shoppin but i cant BELIEVE wad i saw. it just HAD to be when i was heading home.. 2 simultaneous events at that.

1st TRAUMATIC event: just as we were walking out of OG, i saw a man in his 60s CROSS DRESSED!! WTF. red dress with handbag stockings and high heels. wtfwtfwtf. and he walked up to a security guard and started striking up a convo (i think he was hitting on him LOL) ... i didnt even dare to stay to watch.

2nd TRAUMATIC event: right outside, as we were waiting for a car to arrive, a group of people were looking disgusted at something.. and an old woman cursing like mad. the object of attention was pointed out to me. ANOTHER OLD MAN!!! and what was he doing?

pissing into the drain at the side of the road. and mind you thats not just any road. its most likely the busiest damm road today besides orchard area. OMG.. he has balls.. saw em too. LOL. the way he pissed was really weird.. he was squatting down to do it. guess the OG toilets really suck huh. =/

i guess when ppl get old.. they really have nth better to do. senility keeps them down, but for those unaffected yet i guess they make up for it.. like turning gay just to try it out, robbing a bank to get jailed for the hell of it.. and best of all.. PISSING ON THE SIDE OF THE ROAD WITH HALF OF SINGAPORE WATCHING!!

-.-''('''''''''''''- for the rain) =D

im so traumatised. what a way to spend hari raya.. lol.

the eighth wonder of the world?

2005-12-22T23:54:00.000+08:00

just watched king kong today with band ppl.
poooorrrr king kong. i mean lets take a look at this guy:

he's:

1.)big (he encloses ppl in his hands- poor naomi watts got apehandled across the jungle as kingkong raced through the jungle chasing his hand like a doggy chases his tail)

2.)strong (he smashes up pretty much everything that can be smashed in kingkongville)

3.)unstoppable! (3 t-rexes couldnt even scratch him. ok they did.. but thats beside the point)

4.)emotional (meets woman. swings her around like- according to yt - BARBIE DOLL- den gets entertained by her. laughs at her. falls in 'love' with her. lets not go there though. and then breaks his bonds TWICE for her. wad an ape.)

and after points 1-4.. he gets owned by 6 planes cos he cant reach them even when standing atop the empire state building. cos dumb jack black the mercenary movie director decided he wanted a pet ape. a big one. =.=''

hmmmmm.

ohwell.. it was quite an ok movie.. the fight scenes b/w kong and t-rexes was the highlight i would say.. although the end is quite touching and sad.

poor big doof.

neway.. JX WAS JAKKD ON THE MRT. ok not really that directly.. but earlier he said smth like 'in a group of ppl on average, most males in the group do not play maplestory' - and that was while we were in a group of yt, terence me and himself. (btw we ALL plae maplestory except him LOL)

den in the mrt.. as we were talkin abt maple -inevitably- a small and rather cute girl suddenly exclaimed maple! behind me. we were kinda shocked.. but i was laffing my ass off when i saw jx's expression....... JAKKED.. everyone maples!!!!! haha and maplers can be so onz one.. they recognise each other k. now we shall all be playing together in maple; one by one we will take over the world! =/

bleahhh .. talking nonsense again. LOL

haiz =.=

would you capture it? or just let it slip

2005-12-14T00:55:00.000+08:00

Look, if you had one shot, or one opportunity
To seize everything you ever wanted-One moment
Would you capture it or just let it slip?

His palms are sweaty, knees weak, arms are heavy
There's vomit on his sweater already, mom's spaghetti
He's nervous, but on the surface he looks calm and ready
To drop bombs, but he keeps on forgettin
What he wrote down, the whole crowd goes so loud
He opens his mouth, but the words won't come out
He's chokin, how everybody's jokin now
The clock's run out, time's up over, bloah!
Snap back to reality, Oh there goes gravity
Oh, there goes Rabbit, he choked
He's so mad, but he won't give up that
Easy, no
He won't have it , he knows his whole back's to these ropes
It don't matter, he's dope
He knows that, but he's broke
He's so stagnant that he knows
When he goes back to his mobile home, that's when it's
Back to the lab again yo
This whole rap shit
He better go capture this moment and hope it don't pass him

[Hook:]
You better lose yourself in the music, the moment
You own it, you better never let it go
You only get one shot, do not miss your chance to blow
This opportunity comes once in a lifetime yo

The soul's escaping, through this hole that it's gaping
This world is mine for the taking
Make me king, as we move toward a, new world order
A normal life is borin, but superstardom's close to post mortem
It only grows harder, only grows hotter
He blows us all over these hoes is all on him
Coast to coast shows, he's know as the globetrotter
Lonely roads, God only knows
He's grown farther from home, he's no father
He goes home and barely knows his own daughter
But hold your nose cuz here goes the cold water
His hoes don't want him no mo, he's cold product
They moved on to the next schmoe who flows
He nose dove and sold nada
So the soap opera is told and unfolds
I suppose it's old partna', but the beat goes on
Da da dum da dum da da

[Hook]

No more games, I'ma change what you call rage
Tear this mothafuckin roof off like 2 dogs caged
I was playin in the beginnin, the mood all changed
I been chewed up and spit out and booed off stage
But I kept rhymin and stepwritin the next cypher
Best believe somebody's payin the pied piper
All the pain inside amplified by the fact
That I can't get by with my 9 to 5
And I can't provide the right type of life for my family
Cuz man, these goddam food stamps don't buy diapers
And it's no movie, there's no Mekhi Phifer, this is my life
And these times are so hard and it's getting even harder
Tryin to feed and water my seed, plus
See dishonor caught up between being a father and a prima donna
Baby mama drama's screamin on and
Too much for me to wanna
Stay in one spot, another day of monotony
Has gotten me to the point, I'm like a snail
I've got to formulate a plot fore I end up in jail or shot
Success is my only mothafuckin option, failure's not
Mom, I love you, but this trailer's got to go
I cannot grow old in Salem's lot
So here I go is my shot.
Feet fail me not cuz maybe the only opportunity that I got

[Hook]

You can do anything you set your mind to, man

use a cap!

2005-11-27T00:43:00.000+08:00

lol.. today was npcb performance at vch. went to support nicky dicky.. felt super stupid after realising it clashed with ac drama which i paid 20 bucks. so against my better judgement.. i went for nick's 10 buck concert.
i wasnt expecting much.. (sry nick =P) but it did turn out to be quite pleasant. they played japanese graffiti VII!! omg i am listening to that EVERYDAY btw.
and i must embarass ben pooi here!!!!!!!

ben: i can tell which jap graffiti it is by the 1st two notes
the concert master goes up. he starts them playing.
ben: huh? but i nvr hear that before
the concert master stops them.
me: ITS THE FREAKING TUNING NOTE LA OMG!!!
ben: ..................
jx: ............... ( stoning)

haha.. student conductor dono when ppl playing tuning note. aiyo =X
neway.. the solos were abit.. off. they did try.. the sax solo was abit overdone.. the guy must tink hes like some perm soloist or smth. the trumpet solo was quite ok.. missed a few notes here n there but hey, its not exactly tokyo kosei hurhur. and the trombone solo. ITS TOTALLY DIFFERENT FROM THE RECORDING. he ad lipped until it become a crotcheted solo like wtf. so sad =(

then there was a piece that had a trombonist soloing in the front!! like wth? i dono wad to make of it.. he was using his slide to mark his note transition.. it was quite...... horrible. at least to me. and ben said that the guy wasnt tt bad.. carol standard. that was last year's performance though.. looks like he took a deep plunge.. into some toilet bowl. =X

ben jx n me were kinda bored at the concert.. so we picked on EVERYTHING. there was this guy with a portion of his hair dyed red.. really weird. we started making lame jokes about it.. like some girl must have pmsed on his head. and then with 'head' we went on to.. nxt time.. USE A CAP (guy thing) lol!

haiz.. go concert oso can tok so much.. tts how much i miss my darn instru!!!! =(((

hope i can get into ns band.

=/ ohwells.

after exams!

2005-11-02T04:18:00.000+08:00

bzz..! since im not studying now. and its only 1 week till a lvls are here.. lets see wad there is to do AFTER.

part.1 (must tink mah. hahaha.)

must see shows have a BADDDdddd tendency to come out when the exams are here =(
1.) DOOM!! opens on bloody exam starting week
2.) HARRY POTTER!! open one week before bloody last exam
3.) STAR WARS! (Tv show n dvd WOOOOOOOOT!) bloody comes out.. er. actually.. yesterday. but. =/
4.) i dono.. saw a shizload of interesting trailers on tv. hmmmmmm.. wad am i doin watchin tv..........................

NEWAY.
better go see if my darn enlistment has come yet.. *prays*

back to school again =/

2005-09-14T22:21:00.000+08:00

2 weeks of holiday ended so quickly.. barely time to enjoy.. some people even deigned to mug.. wth.
played ALOT on the 1st week, goin out like crazy as well.. catching up with friends who would soon have THEIR own prelims.. (yeah suckering them as well.. heh)

2nd week was super screweded..
day 1 : steamboat at sam's for sept babies.. if i rmb correctly ilyas,carol,jillyan,meijuan & amos. (im still wondering where the bowling schedule went??? ...)
day2 : steamboat n bbq at qz's.. nicefood =D
day3 onwards: go out play, go out play routine.

study as percentage of time spent: 0.001% (actually when i glanced at a lit book and decided to look up a quote just to be sure.)

a lvl projected grades( as of now) : f. f. f. a1(gp dunnid study lar)

f for geog
f for econs
f for lit
f for fuc..

hahahah.. ok. nows time to mug.. 8 weeks to a lvls gogo

target: HIGHEST GRADES POSSIBLE!! =D

gg.

2005-08-26T20:11:00.000+08:00

another exam routine sucessfully finished! yes!

10 more weeks.. =/

AND COULDNT THE @#$*!@$ BLARDIE BIRD MATING CALLS WAIT TILL WE WERE AT OUR BAGS!!? argghhh almost kena whole cohort area cleaning! *cough*samuel*cough* *AHEM* =D

yeah at least the holy shit part is right =D

2005-08-20T00:44:00.000+08:00

the Idiot Savant

(33% dark, 53% spontaneous, 68% vulgar)

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belief

2005-08-19T02:53:00.000+08:00

to be the one that is to serve mih is to serve natas and reficul, now and forever. believe it.

2005-08-06T17:18:00.000+08:00

zen micro! haha!

fark!

2005-08-04T01:45:00.000+08:00

off!

jesus you are the saviour of my soul

2005-07-02T21:55:00.000+08:00

HEY HEY HEY HEY!! =) hahah it was passion ac yesterday! AND I WENT! i dont regret it though.. was persuaded by er. somebody.. but neways although it was just aabiiiiittt subdued the experience was really quite a soul opener.. in a way. there was this really tall guy in black jumping! well i can tell he wasnt from ac nemore cuz he'd never live it down being the onli guy jumping in the whole mass called worship. lol. it just occured to my how true it is - that when u believe in god u realise hes the onli one who will listen to u always.. yeah. IF. lol.. a really big I-F if u ask me. =/

BUT

god has come back into my life. im going to church tml! i hope. =)

jesus.. u are the saviour of my soul. HEYHEYH..*splat*! hee~

back to school! =/

2005-07-01T01:09:00.000+08:00

and so almost ends the 1st week of school. not as bad as i dreaded.. we're still taking things rather slowly considering that as of now; there are only 47 more days to prelim. wooot.. i guess that means less dota and more action eh. sigh. BUT! even though my modem charger sometimes just doesnt wanna be found, a new spot has appeared!! thx jason.. now we can all dota till kingdom come and we fail. =/

it was kinda peaceful in school this wk.. no j1s!! no loooong queues at foodstalls, no toilet swarming and best of all.. PEACE AND QUIET. woahh.. it really is so much more subdued without the huge mass of crazy ppl called the j1s screaming to go into the lt 5 mins before their lecture starts and before ours ends.

like omg can there be a more scary bunch of ppl?? mr ngooi was right.. we j2s are the idiots next door. thinking about it.. i can understand why. the advent of dota.. however long ago, has caught on now to a much greater bunch.. it has become almost revoutionary.. in spite of the fact that its not new. in a word, we're screwed. =/ and the j1s practice so much more self control in management of their time.. its scary that on saturdays when we go bak to school during the hols, we actually see j1s STUDYING at the void and canteen. not a j2 in sight.. i swear.

whats the world coming to??? or. whats acjc coming to??? =/
while you ponder that question i shall take 5.. after exhausting myself doing some actual work over msn for return of the native. a whole 30 mins! a new record i must say.. working this hard is really tiring. ohwell. =P

batman begins!

2005-06-16T02:07:00.000+08:00

and ended at approximately 7. kinda long show.. and quite draggy! watched it with 19 ppl at cine.. i tink i can name them all. err.. jx, angie, yong thieng, enghong, terence, thow, jiawei, david, me, edwina, cheryl, angel, eulindra, jonathan, jons bro 1 n 2, sumone who doesnt want to be mentioned.. EVER *lol*, wth. i forgot 2..
ok.. dun be offended if u read this pls lol.

neway..

den we ate at LJS and from the about 7 or more strong ppl wanting to go plae pool.. they dropped like flies. me n terence were almost gona kena 1 on 1. omg for me la.. wahlau. luckily.. from the deepest and bottomost corner of their hearts, enghong n angie decided tt they would join us. enghong wanted to panggggsehhh sia.. go home plae dota.. >.<. it was quite interesting.. i cant BELIEVE i got outshot a few times by *somebody* pffffffffffft. 1st time summore.. how embarassing! but i love it when eng hong kena black ball shots.. he quakes so hard u can see his stick visibly moving 10 cm in an arc from the ball.

ok so thats exaggeration.

BUT still.. heh.

im staring at my dota screen. shld i plae or shld i not? 2:24 am.. hmmm.. ok i tink i better go slp. if lorac reads this im sooooooooo sooooo sooooo sooooo sooooo dead.. LOL.

help!

2005-06-07T02:23:00.000+08:00

help! i play too much.. cant study. =/ and im going overseas soon.. after which theres 2 concerts and blahblahblah.. omg. i tink im gona repeat j2 or smth.. haiz. check out the time on this post.. its wad time i end DOTAing everyday.. =/ ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!
but on the bright side.. heh. =)

dotadotadota

2005-05-30T01:17:00.000+08:00

and so it is the holidays. sure doesnt seem so for some ppl.. just caught up with my sec scl frens n those idiots r planning to mug everyday!! science ppl.. bah.
just realised tt nth beats the feeling of playin with a group of frens at a lanshop.. brings all the stupid old memories of gaming craziness back.. i just wanna plae all day!!!! cant believe it la.. i got pwned today!! argh. stupid la bloggin abt this.. but i guess.. im too into dota (jx this is all ur fault! y must u plae so often! =X) it rockssss my socksss!!

DOTA!!!!

p.s in case u didnt realise. this post is dedicated to dota. a game i will remember forever for not only bringing me exhilirating moments but hair removal moments as well. may it r.i.p when i stop playing. =) but for now........... heh.

the circle is now complete

2005-05-27T21:55:00.000+08:00

the last star wars is finally here!! this is flaggging i noe.. but din have a chance to blog about it. ok.. lets set 1 thign straight.. the 150 gala premiere tic ISNT the most expensive!! theres the 180.. and the 300 for crying out loud.. im not THAT bad. plus considering some people brought their entire families to watch it.. decked out in jedi robes and gear.. omgomg.. i felt to pwned going there.. its like im not ENOUGH of a star wars fan. as if. lol.
neway.. i hafta say that the last instalment has left me deeeeply saddened.. the ending is total crap.. yes it is. it was quite sad though.. seeing al those ppl die.. it was the 1st time i almost cried!! no more ki adi mundi!! after developing his character in comics and books and tv serials and whatnots.. he DIES.. WTF!!! but i must say.. the fight scenes are damm cool.. *Zeeooowww* *zeoeowww* *ZAP!* hahaha whatever rite..
and the choir concert was quite ok.. its not my cup of tea tho.. i could feel the tunes working me out and telling me to go to sleep.. gd lullabys them =P. watched it with band ppl.. haha its onli us that would appreciate it i tink eh.. the audience even clapped before it ended.. we couldnt hear the nice ending chord with an organ sound!! =/ besides.. some toot decided that to relieve stomach cramps the best way was to start POKING!! haha u noe who u r ;) ill get my revenge soon!
so camelot was this week.. its quite ok.. considering its like.. 3 hours plusplus! the addition of alumni to plae certain characters was a gd choice i tink.. it certainly made the evening entertataining.. i haf to wonder tho.. where did the guy on the poster go!?? other than king arthur.. leon. he just.. doesnt appear lol.
sigh.. in a long while.. its become sad yet again.. june holidays are here tho!! wooohooo!! too bad band is almost every alternate day.. what with alumni as well.
on a fun note.. im gona plae for guos band this sat!! haha itll be an experience.. i get to plae the tubaaaa again.. yayyayyy! alongside daniel.. it shld be interesting..
alright then.. haha.. time to go DOTA MY ASS OFF!! =P

schools out.. wooohoo!!

and ACJC band is... still a gold band.

2005-05-09T14:43:00.000+08:00

yes guys.. as dr lee said.. theres really nth to be actually really sad about. ARGHH but 1st i must complain sia.. i didnt have time to blog this.. and nw.. almost 4 days after syf i finally can. i apologise.. i din get to use the comp.. and when i went to a cybercafe on sunday to blog.. it wouldnt even let me TAG.. bloody hell. heh.
ok.. so syf. we went. we saw. we conquered. but that was cuz there was no one else before us.. so the land was ours!!! ok lame. but well.. the onli thing i kinda felt gd about was that, in the words of joel, WE MADE HCJC GET SILVER!! muahhahahah!! but it was kinda anti climatic when a tj friend of mine let it dawn on me that.. hc band isnt that great in the 1st place. but i'd like to believe our standard was so high that they were forced to settle for less. heh =P
sigh.. this will be the last EVER syf.. 2005.. the year we got top gold band!! but not top band.. oh well. really guys.. those who are still fretting put aside ur last worries.. cuz while we may not have gotten the best.. what really matters is how we got there. we had fun no? lots of it in fact.. who would like to say that having band band band every 650 in the morning till 1110 in the.. morning instead of lessnos was painful? who?? who???!! lol. no one rite. so we DID have fun.. it was, as jx put it, a great learning experience.. we all noe how its like to have been there and did it but not get what we wanted. but nvm that.. as a band we went and as a band we return.. victorious or not we survived it!! we can look forward to our nxt concert (a leeeettle advertising here =P)

ITS ON 14TH JUNE, AT VCH CONCERT HALL, TIX AT $16,$21 (i tink) PLSPLSPLSPLSPLS BUY FROM ME THXTHX!! haha.

neway.. if i were to describe how I felt after the results were announced, I was empty, then sad, then shocked, then empty, then sad all over again. i fear i have the legacy of lagging.. i cried on saturday morning, 2 days after it all ended.
why? cos i started playin the soloists parts in my head.. and realised what beautiful music we made, what we put into it.. ohwell. its all over. yes.. i cried too.. it kinda shocked me on tt day to see who was emotionally affected.. or distressed.. it was really uncomfortable seeing ppl whom i ''thought'' were emotional stones/boulders/rocks cry and really show how sad they were. but we live. we strive.. i love acjc band!! =))) and no. im not gay.

GOLD!!

2005-04-13T23:48:00.000+08:00

FOR THE FIRST TIME IN 30 YEARS!! MARIS STELLA GETS GOLD!!! WOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!! wahahhahahahahahhah!!! omGAY. i fully expect them to return shuqin their gold n maris stella their silver. =X
lol. went for syf for sec school bands today.. heard the morning session and the 1st 2 bands in the afternoon.. after what acsi pulled on vesuvius.. i cant believe maris stella even stood a chance for theirs.. but they got gold!! congrats guys!! esp ryan cheok!! so farnnie la u.. and i quote ' this is what i retained for man!' haha.. just make sure u pass this time la.. too many years in maris stella does things to u.
and acsi got gold with honours. they prolly deserve more than tt.. they r reallllyyy gd.. didnt realise that until i heard them this morning.. and tien tee is simply NUTS to drive them so hard.. but in the end it worked out..

Now acjc band.. lets show them what WE'VE got.. LOL!!

california fitness is NOT for gays!!

2005-04-10T23:34:00.001+08:00

...or at least.. it better not be!!! so its like this: my father's signed me up for a year or 2 there.. with a trainer!! well.. ive gone for a few already.. but its not like i can see results immediately.. but that crazy a**hole is working me like a nutcase!! haha not that im complainin really.. cuz it really does feel gd. however.. its not very helpful when u see practically every1 else there with biceps triceps forceps fiveceps and whatnot about 5 times bigger than urs even when they have a smalllllerrr build. =/
amidst all that.. i suddenly find myself hearing or reading about how california fitness is populated by.. GAYS. wthhh. however its definitely not true.. cuz theres a guys shower and every1 struts aroudn naked.. and SO FAR. i havent seen anything. nor am i likely to. the showers are scarily easily accessible by anyone else cuz its basically just a curtain protecting ur modesty from prying eyes of other men. =) ok. that face didnt seem appropriate. hmmmm.
well.. now that term 2 has kinda gotten into my head.. i just realised how much nonsense there is after school. there are supplemntary lessons, band pracs and other gh3y things that the school can tink of to keep us busy just for the sake of it. syf.. its coming man.. acjc is the 1st band!! we knew tt since the day of our concert.. and have been so far.. TRYING to get in shape.. however i doubt that being a role model is how we're gona be seen. dr lee likes to change everything. and i mean EVERYTHING. the judges are gona be checkin their scores every semi demi quavers cuz i swear man.. tt man sees dynamics where there arent and doesnt see them where there ARE. rofl.. but i hafta admit of course.. it sounds better with what he adds. just that if another band HAPPENS to pwn us by playin everythin as written but perfectly.. the judges are gona have a field day deciding whether they get a 90% gold with honours or 91% gold with honours, after we've presumably gotten a 90. HOPEFULLY. lol. wouldnt like to be all omenish and all now.. so lets just work hard guys.. its just a few more weeks.... =)

cheeky is back!

2005-03-27T09:13:00.000+08:00

amen! im going to church today! =P

band camp.. again

2005-03-20T18:38:00.000+08:00

what a way to start the camp. =/

heh. Well basically, from the start of band camp to the end of it.. i had this feeling that it just wouldnt be as fun as the 1st one.. because ppl expected more than the last time, and in reality nothing ever lives up to hype. so maybe i was enjoying myself.. but the sight of so many ppl falling sick was rather depressing. they would stay in their doms lying down.. unable to enjoy themselves. well james.. u were sick.. but u acted no differently than if u werent!! LOL. jk. hhahhh.
the start was fun enough.. other than a nice entrance we were to pick our angel and mortals!! this part is reallyy funny.. i was the 1st to pick!! and i got eulindra! (sry eulindra.. didnt really find the time to write.. but hey! i helped u get drinks! =P) it went down the row and barely had it reached the 4th person when ppl began to roar with laughter. the reason was only apparent later on.. yong kiat had gotten james as his mortal!! i dono who has it worse.. james or yong kiat. lol. and he went on to tell him who his angel was.. spoilsport! ykkkk ur evillll!!! =X oh and the best part was when ppl picked mortals sitting right nxt to them!! cases in point - jx picked yong thieng and yenn weii picked hafiz!! rofll... we even managed to *trick* yt for jx by tellin him jx's mortal was a girl. which is half true really!! =XXx heh.
besides that i was expecting yet another bout of sickening rice with dishes dinner but was quite surprised when the food comm actually took the effort to order different things each night.. thx alot guys!! gj! hah. it was really refreshin.. breakfast tasted good too.. loved the prata.. and contrary to popular belief.. i dun tink they were responsible for food poisonin.. cuz ME AN CHEAM ATE THE MOST!! (ahhhh shaddup la samuel u din eat more than me!! =X) and we had no food poisoning whatsoever.. so there u are. =)
practice was difficult to appraise.. no idea whether tien tee was satisfied with our performance or not.. also had a wake up call courtesy of ms sng.. thx madam.. lol.. was quite happy u didnt erm.. scold me but talk to me nicely instead. heh.
all in all.. a nice experience.. night games could have been more fun.. not cos of the exco but er.. yeah it just could have been more fun.
..... but band camp was enjoyable!! really!! in fact i almost could not have imagined having a longggg prac into the evening.. which is prolly what we would have gotten if we werent let off.. because we seriously have to start practicing properly!!

hmmm.. abc. hur. ohwell.. there'll always be another camp to look forward to =) (yeah david.. like tekong camp.) =/

holy!!

2005-03-20T18:36:00.000+08:00

i tink im gona throw up.

P... Phosphorous
You scored 35 Mass, 44 Electronegativity, 37 Metal, and 20 Radioactivity!

You're high energy... really high. Unfortunately, you don't always put your energy to calm constructive use and sometimes let it all out in intense bursts. If your energy can be harnessed however, you will produce truly great things. I suggest you take up a job that runs you ragged... like opening and closing a Sodium-Potassium pump. Socially you ought to hang with a crowd that is even more social than you. If you don't, well... all those people who spontaneously combusted throughout history... you guessed it, phosphorous people who didn't have enough to occupy themselves. When picking friends make sure most of them rated high on the electronegativity scale... Chlorines, Oxygens and whatnot.

My test tracked 4 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:

You scored higher than 42% on Mass

You scored higher than 85% on Electroneg

You scored higher than 18% on Metal

You scored higher than 78% on Radioactivity

Link: The Which Chemical Element Am I Test written by effataigus on Ok Cupid

lol. this is so not arts.

hate it or love it

2005-03-16T00:45:00.000+08:00

the new 50 cent album is OUT!! YEAHH!!! n if u tell me thats impossible cuz theres no cd that cheap.. _l_ !!! LOL.
ok so im high. but i just want to hear more shawty gunit flow show mow go!!!!!

alright. back to business. so... missed the sentosa outing.. AGAIN. !@$%!@$. was busy la. n i dun udnerstand y they just blue underlined my cursing.. lol. went to some stupid course which although very informative and all.. wasnt FUN!! thats what i need.. funfunfufnfunfufnfunfufnufnfufnufnufun well u can spell it a few ways too like roseonroseonroseonroseonroseonroseon or cscscscscscscss or hl2hl2hl2hl2hl2hl2 or republiccommando. theres no way im typin tt out so many frickin times. but yeah u get the pt.. but i need a TAN!!! skins gettin so fair it looks like a womans. shadewise that is.. =/

anyhow.. its BAND CAMP SOON!! YEEEHAAWW!! we all know what realllyyy happens when lights go out ;)

and before u slam me for wad im about to do.. i censored the bad words!! (thats a shizload btw) =P

"Hate It Or Love It (G-Unit Remix)"

[Intro]Yeah, let's take 'em backUh huh

[Verse 1 - 50 Cent]
Comin' up I was confused, my mama kissin' a girl
Confusin' occurs, comin' up in the cold world
Daddy ain't around, prolly out committin' felonies
My favorite rapper used to sing ch-check out my melody
I wanna live good, so sh*t I sell dope
For a fo' finger ring, one of them gold ropes
Nanna told me if I pass I'll get a sheep skin coat
If I can move a few packs and get the hat, now that'll be dope
Tossed and turn in my sleep at night
Woke up the next mornin' n*ggas done stole my bike
Different day, same sh*t, ain't nothin' good in the hood
I'd run away from this b*tch and never come back if I could

[Chorus x2 - 50 Cent (Then Game)]
Hate it or love, the underdog's ontop
And I'm gon' shine homie until my heart stops
Go ahead, envy me, I'm rap's MVP
And I ain't goin' no where so you can get to know me

[Verse 2 - The Game]
I told Dre from the gate, I carry the heat fo' ya
First mixtape song, I inheirited beef fo' ya
Gritted my teeth fo' ya, G-G-G'd fo ya
Put Compton on my back when you was in need of soldiers
At my last show, I threw away my NWA gold
And had the whole crowd yellin' free
YayoSo n*ggas better get up outta mine
Before I creep and turn ya projects into Collumbine
And I'm rap's MVP
Don't make me remind ya'll what happened in D.C.
This n*gga ain't Gotti, he pretend
Mad at us, cause Ashanti got a new boyfriend
And it seems your little rat turned out to be a mouse
This beef sh*t is for the birds and the birds fly south
Even Young Buck can vouch, when the doubts was out
Who gave the West Coast mouth to mouth

[Chorus x2 - 50 Cent (Then Lloyd Banks)]
Hate it or love, the underdog's ontop
And I'm gon' shine homie until my heart stops
Go ahead, envy me, I'm rap's MVP
And I ain't goin' no where so you can get to know me

[Bridge - 50 Cent]
From the beginnin' to end
Losers lose, winners win
This is real, we ain't got to pretend
The cold world that we in
Is full of pressure and pain
I thought it would change
But its stayin' the same

[Verse 3 - Lloyd Banks]
How many of them boys is with ya
When you had that little TV you had to hit on to get a picture
I'm walkin' with a snub, cause n*ggas do a lotta slip talkin' in the club
Till they coughin' on the rug, ain't never had much but a walkman and a bud
My role model is gone, snortin' up his drug, bad enough they want me to choke
My boy just got poked in the throat, now its a R.I.P. Shirt in my coat
Now I'm speedin' reminiscin', holdin' my weed in never listen
If I see him and lift him and maybe that'll even the score
And if not, then that'll be me on the floor

[Chorus x2 - 50 Cent (Then Tony Yayo)]
Hate it or love, the underdog's ontop
And I'm gon' shine homie until my heart stops
Go ahead, envy me, I'm rap's MVP
And I ain't goin' no where so you can get to know me

[Verse 4 - Tony Yayo]
I started out at fifteen, scared as hell
I took thirty off a pack and I made them sell
As a youth, man I used to hustle for loot
With that little duece duece and my triple fat goose
Sippin' easy Jesus rockin' the laces
Mama with me and when she found my pieces
I look back on life and think God I bless
We the best on the planet so forget the rest

[Verse 5 - Young Buck]
You know I'm still nice with my cooked game
Look mayn, its a hood thang thats why I'm loved in Brooklayn
I handle mine just like a real n*gga should
If I do some time, homie I'm still all good
Let me show what a thug that born to die
I took the bullets outta 50 and put 'em in my four five
And I ain't even got my feet wet yet
A seven figure n*gga who ain't seen awards to check b*tch

[Chorus x2 - 50 Cent (Then Young Buck)]
Hate it or love, the underdog's ontop
And I'm gon' shine homie until my heart stops
Go ahead, envy me, I'm rap's MVP
And I ain't goin' no where so you can get to know me

talk about literature.
stanzas, rhyme and beautiful language no one understands.

its FIFTY!

symphonic overture!!

2005-02-27T01:02:00.000+08:00

YESSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!! we mite be playing symphonic overture as our comp piece!!! AHHH IM SO FAGGING HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!! WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!! lol....
although it sounds horrible now, being the 2nd time we played it.. the fact remains that i tink its a great piece to showcase our 'talents' as a band. how often do u get a piece that showcases the oomphff of all the instruments almost equally??? uh. hmm.. alot actually. lol. BUT how often do u get to play a piece that u've heard 348523941209312093 times cause u love it breathe it eat it sleep it... and then get to play it for.. COMPETITION!?? almost none i'd say. well jason.. u got ur wish.. hopefully u get ur solo.. =)

well.. mass founders day is comin up.. in 3 days.. we'll be seeing one of the biggest gatherings of the acs band ppl.. acjc, acsi, barker, international.. (didnt even noe international existed btw rofl =P) and its gona be one helluva time we're prolly gona have blasting the indoor stadium to bits =D.

and.. TERMS ARE OVER!!!!! took abit long to blog this.. but yeah baby.. its frickin gone over kaputttt! but its quite unfortunate.. ill prolly get SSblardiP for geog cuz i absolutely screwed up the paper. hydro, atmosphere, infiltration, percolation ( what the hell is that anyway???).. wtf??? WHAT IS WRONG WITH THESE PEOPLE!!?? at least i enjoyed rocks last year. lol.. really miss those days. jc2 life is really stressin for sum ppl.. already in the beginning of the year i see the effects of pressure crackin ppl up.. its quite sad really.. u shld all just RELAX!! like me =) and my class. thats one of the reasons i love my class.. they take things in stride and dont ever really get all hyped up about work!! yeah.. thats an ultra gayass word. =)

i want my life backkkkkkkk......!!! roseon roseon roseon mc=mr roseon roseon mc=mr mc=mr roseon mc=mr mc=mr nooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

!!!!!!!!!!!!

!!!!!!

*!* ... help.

all hail yt, king of LAMERS

2005-02-17T22:37:00.000+08:00

yesterday was the x country run. where i actually... god forbid.. RAN! but i got personally jakked when i realised tt the ppl who said they were walking actually frickin walked!! T_T oh well. i cant believe that my form teacher ponned!! better nt say his name.. heard of teachers checkin out blogs.. waitaminute. HASIM ALI PONNED X COUNTRY!! yesss i feel sooo much better. =) wad nonsense was he talkin abt sial when he said me n my fren could nt stop talkin in his lecture.. wth!! even called us, and i quote, 'talkative grannies who cant stop talking' wow. talk about painful.
well NEWAY.. ytd didnt end with just tt.. i didnt go home happy and satisfied nor without FURTHER INJURY. stupiddd yong thieng. nw i shall relate to u what happened at KAP. this is unbelievably short but unbelievably gh3y!!

ok lets see.. i bought my food at the counter then proceeded to walk up the stairs. then, being bored with even this meagre 5 second ascent, i sought to lame yt's ass off. so i lamed him. then, just as we reached the top, HE.. being lamed and just realisin it said,

' wah lau! u watch out sia.. later cannot walk then u know.'

and SURE ENOUGH.. my right calf muscle PULLED AT THE SECOND LAST STAIR!!!

OMGGG! yt seriously has god on his side or smth man. and hcjc ppl were laughing!! i haf no idea y.. hmm.. mayb they r so deprived lookin at all their frickin books all the time they never saw such a blardi common sight in their whole lives. hcjc sucks!! =P just for yesterday neways.

hmm.. bands stopped until after terms.. quite sad sia.. my section onli has 1 person =/
oh well.. u can do it man!! show tien tee!! haha.

.....

*sigh*

change of blog url

2005-02-10T22:57:00.000+08:00

well if u saved this to ur favorites which im suuuureeee u did, this wouldnt concern u.. but i just realised its abit faggish to have ur full name as the site name.. so well yeap i changed it.. dun feel like bloggin nw altho so much shat has happened.. or mayb i shld put it under.. cant. =/

but theres one thing i wanna say.

i love this song.

=)

faith.. is nothing.

2005-02-06T01:23:00.000+08:00

i just watched flight of the phoenix yesterday. well.. it doesnt exactly have a strong plot.. but the pt of the movie i really like is this supposed joke that a atheist tells to a believer. to set it in the context.. a group of ppl are stranded in the desert frm a plane crash.. and this bugger believer was observed by the atheist to be prayin for everything they had.. like prayer before food. so he told him a nice little story about faith.

*flourish* courtesy of prince ^^

-' There was a rabbi and a priest. Both of them went to a boxing match.

Entering the ring were the 2 boxers, getting ready to fight.

Before the fight began, one of them made a sign of the cross, putting his finger to his forehead, then his chest, proceeding to tap his left shoulder blade then right shoulder blade.

Curious, the rabbi turned to the priest and asked: what does that mean?

To which the priest replied: not a damn thing if he can't fight.-'

its just so apt. ppl tink stuff falls frm the sky or smth.. havin the belief is everythin. well i can tell u its nt frickin so... ahhh this is so typical of escaping religion. theres church tml.. and i cant believe i still dont wannt go.. =/ i absolutely broke my resolution of wantin to go to church. i need help.

on a brighter note.. band is still enjoyable as ever.. this year at school has been made more tolerable with the addition of several characters in urs truly's ultradullroseoninspiredmaplestorydesiredgodforsaken life. lol. and i thought i wouldnt survive it. happy me.

dc sucks!! =X

2005-01-28T01:06:00.000+08:00

1st things 1st. i dedicate this entry to the 2nd lamest person on earth. DEBORAH CHIN! i shall not give u the satisfaction of being the 1st! muahahah.........

well neways.. its been quite a long time since ive added an entry so to sum up these past few weeks.. it was FUN. i forgot how slack 1st 3 months was for both j1s n j2s.. everyones still in partaaaay mode. but what the heck!!! i saw j1s MUGGING IN THE CANTEEN!!! how wrong is that la...... ya if u j1s read this... stop mugging!!! plae!! have fun!! screw ur tutorials!! literally if u wanna.... =X just stop doing more work than i do!! whoops.. heh.

had an SJI recently at daphne's house.. ive been traumatised these past few days.. what with SOMEONE eating more than i do... its really not my fault MAN i lost my APPETITE! =P ahhhh... dammmit fine u eat more than me.. ahhhhhhhhhh!! if i had a high metabolism my parents would seriously go broke though.

point of bitching: MASS P.E!! at least that was the story for the 1st 2 i went through.. its ABSOLUTE SLACK NOW!! being overweight has its advantages.. like while u poor souls gotta be grilled and gilled for the p.e teachers 40 mins of pleasure.. i get to run around a tiinnyy field at MY OWN PACE... which is like.. 1 km.. per hour. ^^ i ''lurve'' mass p.e!!! now who says i dont pay attention in class huh?? hurhur.

bands in full swing now.. oh yes!! advertising for our concert. ACJC band is having a concert, MUSE II at the esplanade on march 30TH.. tix goin for $16 and $21.. it may look pricey and well.. ok it IS. but its the 1st time im performin there man.. omgomgomg!! finally for the 1st time ever.. a concert at durian house!!! wooot!! u better come support me. =)

hmm.. time to reflect.. for the 1st time in a looooong time.. i didnt realise how i could forget something in such a short period. it was like it had never even happened.. chasing something with reckless abandon will just make it that much harder to reach.. so take it frm moi.. sit back, relaC, and enjoy the show =)

not meant for everyone

2005-01-03T01:02:00.000+08:00

well today started out to be a rather boring day.. mapling yet AGAIN.. ahh i hope i can get over the addiction soon. den jeremy called over sum j2s.. went to plae table tennis with them and makeshift *lol* squash downstairs. jeremy i gotta hand it to u.. u pwn at all those gay games which rules ppl make up.. wth!! i got pwned at my own rules game!! LOL now THATS sad. so the j2s includin kevin chris roy swee lan janice jeremy pingponged all the way to my house.
now i have to declare smths...
a.) NEVER let a girl near cs source.. especially not one who screammmmssssss like theres no tml!!
b.) NEVER let ppl gangbang ur house when u have school tml.. sure way to get ur mom up ur asss. lolz.
c.) dont blog about stuff like this when theres school tml!!!

ooops.

haha ok in detail it was quite fun la.. cs is a new experience for some ppl although they *claim* they've played it before.. haha.. met kian wee online too *hi!!* and well.. ask him how my playing was =P
oh well guess this really den is the last time.. sigh. aite cya guys tml.. or today actually.. 8 mins into school day.. heh.. gd luck!

7260

2005-01-01T22:10:00.000+08:00

ya ahahahahaha i love my new phone!! no more free phones yayy!! i shall dedicate this post to it.. d.o.b 30/12/2004! woooo but i tink i need help. cos im like listening to one of he ring tones over and over again.. just cos its nice. lol. ok.. update abt this week..
its the biggest week of my life.. christmas, birthday and new year! had a couple of bbqs.. wow im stuffed.. heh. glad alot of u made it for my bbq.. thx!! esp. the com who had to come allll the way frm GAYlang after a meetin.. really appreciate it guys =) well i guess i learned one thing.. and thats some ppl dun enjoy being dunked =X ohwell.
band chalet was quite gd.. played pool for 9 bucks and enjoyed being ripped off! u would not believe how desperate we ppl get when lookin for a pool place.. lol. oh ya.. n i tink im addicted to booze.. i dont understand y i was drinkin away.. ahhhh... another vice... grrr.
schools about to start soon.. i think every1's gona kill me when school reopens.. not just teachers but classmates i didnt contact over the hols.. lol.. tts about it.. dont really feel like goin into details on the outings cos u can prolly find them on someone else's blog.
oh yeah.. I GOT A NEW PHONE!! muahahahahahaahahahaa --*

merry christmas! =)

2004-12-26T01:18:00.000+08:00

yup.. actually its 1 hour and 17 minutes past christmas day.. but as someone kindly enlightened me.. there are 12 days of christmas!! as said by the song.. =) so that means we have to go to school during christmas. sucks. =/ oh well.. spent the day with my family.. but in the end samuel n angie came over to.... use my compss. half life 2 is seriously so damn fun.. ahh jx i want to beat u!! y din u tell me that!! ive been missin out on sooo much..
well neways its CHRISTMAS!!! but i dont think i really feel much christmas spirit this year.. got no idea why... its FUN dont get me wrong.. just that i dont feel we really remember it as a holy holiday. hmmm.. mayb its cos i didnt go for christmas mass =X i can just hear the echoes of *sin* *sin* *sin*... im goin to 1*beep*2 =) haha well i guess tts all for nw.. mayb ill update later.. but im listenin to jin nw.. LEARN CHINESE!! take that jx! =P

this is the last time im doing this kinda thing! >.<

2004-12-17T02:59:00.000+08:00

Though they rarely caused mankind any serious harm,
these Japanese fox spirits known as kitsune
were well known for playing tricks on people
and could be a real nuisance. They possessed
the ability to transform into any creature,
though they would often retain their fox tail.
One could easily determine the age and level of
maturity of a kitsune by counting it's tails;
An immature, rambunctious kitsune would have
very few tails, while a wise and powerful one
would have as many as nine.

As a kitsune, you are clever, sensual, beautiful,
mysterious and effeminate (even if you are a
guy). You are also somewhat sneaky and like to
pull pranks on people, but otherwise you are
very pleasurable to be around.

Who is your inner Shapeshifter?
brought to you by Quizilla

...... effeminate?? grr i feel the inner beast in me all ready to RIP APART the doofus who came up with this! its all ur fault cheam! =X

=)

2004-12-13T04:06:00.000+08:00

i wonder how long it takes before someone actually gets the idea that you dont like them?
The Niceties you still engage in polite conversation and entertain the subject's boring chatter, offering a nod or two, or a brief 'haha' to show your interest (while praying really hard that they go away quickly). or, the subject may provide a source of company when there's no one else around (better yet if they're rich!)
The Fuck-Off Smile: the subject spots you in a crowd of people and rushes to join you and your friends. he/she starts rattling on about what they did the previous year and you're wasting precious minutes of bitching time! instead of allowing yourself to be tortured further, smile as big as you can - without allowing your eyes to get smaller, aka the Fuck Off Smile. do this as many times as necessary, along with some choice phrases added in. like... 'gosh, that's so interesting' or 'gee, you're hilarious!' or (my personal favourite, because it can get quite literal) 'oh! you're killing me!!'
The Avoidance: the fuck off smile really does hurt the cheeks after a while, and he/she still hasn't gotten the message that you'd rather have dinner with a certain guy in school with a 60-inch ass.hide.hide as if your life depended on it. duck behind walls, under tables, behind fat friends (they come in useful after all). or just mouth the words 'late for lecture!' and run. fast.
The Moodfuck!you're cornered with no one else around, and no energy left for the FO smile. enter the mood. act dull. frown at their attempt at jokes and make as little eye contact as possible. if he/she's not too dumb, they'll keep quiet and disappear.if he/she's dumb, they'll ask 'are u okay? u seem different today.' shake your head with a smile , pretend to see another friend and walk away. if he/she's Fucking dumb, and follows you when walk away, try picking up the pace and walking in all imaginable places. they'll tire out by the 3rd trip to the canteen. The Fuck-Off Speech: and finally, if you've gone through all means to rid the person from u unsuccessfully, deliver the final FO speech. sure, the person might cry, or spread evil untruths about u throughout school.but hey, at least you're honest!

something interesting taken from fyedee's blog.. which was taken from another blog.. lol.

funny crap.

ironic

2004-12-12T02:02:00.000+08:00

aite after some of u have predictably rolled ur eyes at what i mite lame about from the title.. let me assure u what im abt to say is entirely sane and walkable.. meaning not LAME.

well.. it just seems to me that a very large number of ppl seem to be finding their way to chinese states for their holidays. after condemning chinese and statin it as one of the wrongs.. *someone* is going to.. CHINA. rofl... wait till he sees this when he gets back. whats even worse is that he is gonna miss a concert. *cough*. anyways.. hk seems to be becomin a popular place for last minute holidays.. just realised about 4 of my friends are going.. right after i got back. how dumb is that!! i wanna c them and they POOF to where i just came from. dots. hk is a nice place.. if u dont consider the fact i got sick there, lost my wallet, fell in longkangs.. 3 to b exact, got mugged, lost my family, missed the train... thrice, and lost my handphone. ok fine so i made up most of it but hey.. who the hell gets sick on the last day in a foreign country!!! they mite freakin hold me back as a suspected sars case.. fever, aches, cough, cold.. the whole package! lol. i was lu..

hold on a freakin sec. wtf! i just checked this friendster msg after receiving an email.. guess what its about. its from someone i dont know who just signed on for friendster.. and its a chinese forum!! wth!! dun believe check this link out: http://chineseppl.neatvibe.com freaky...

ok back to the topic. as i was saying.. whats the world coming to!??
just watched the last blade installment. dracula gets pwned by.. wesley snipes.. and a chick.. and a stupid white guy who cant even say his last name without laming the world's ass off. hmm. i notice i havent been using smileys anymore.. not even a :) or a :D or a =) . ok.. so i shall sign off with one now.. theres so much to blog but i just dont know what to do! uhh.. =) lol.

bandfest!

2004-12-03T01:45:00.000+08:00

blogspots damn crappy.. when i want to blog it doesnt allow me to!! =/
ok well neway.. yesterday was the 1st day of band fest n todays the 2nd (duh!) n guess wad.. lucky me -hmm.. or unlucky.. from another point of view -has 7 girls in my section and im the only guy! the conductor is my fave i hafta say.. 'no mercy!' is his slogan for firestorm.. meaning i can blast all i want and get away with it!! woot! he even toppled tien tee's commandment of repeated motifs needing to have a crescendo by saying that doing so would mean that there is mercy involved.. LOL. other than his amusing form of language.. the other part of the day which i liked was dinner.
we went to jurong point kfc.. which is prolly becomin the dinner spot after bandfest and it was the 1st time i was beaten by not 1.. not 2 but 3 idiots eating a buddy meal by themselves! and i shared with jocelyn!! noo.. yeah rub it in samuel >.< but kfc man.. yum!
todays nt tt eventful.. no other activities whatsoever other than practice practice practice.. its fast becomin tiring.. but its fun!! 2 more days.. hope i have more fun there.. lol.

oh.. and i heard sunday morning on the radio at kfc yesterday!!.. =

2004-11-24T14:03:00.000+08:00

that someday it would lead me back to you

the holidays pass so quickly....!!

2004-11-21T20:13:00.000+08:00

hmm.... its sunday today.. it means that a christian goes to church to worship God, and that he would put his entire heart into believing in the him even if just for that very brief 1 hour. thats a good christian. im a bad one. i cant even believe in him for more than 10 seconds.. tts the disadvantage of a 'logical' mind.. nt sayin im smart.. but rationalizing everything will always lead to the conclusion: there IS no God. =/

well neway, besides the blasphemy i haf just spouted, band camp is finally over! not that i want it to be over either.. since it was kinda fun. maybe a chronological recap would be better.. because i had so many fun parts in the camp that i cant remember them by how interesting.

ok lets see..
1st day: there wasnt much to interest, besides playing some games in which every1 had to participate.. an obstacle course. survival kit? HA~ as if.. more like a science problem solving kit. ok fine they made up for it on the last day.. but still.. these kinda games put super anti maths 'geeks' like yours truly at serious disadvantages.. x+ y = xy is all i noe.. oh.. wrong ah? oooops.

2nd day: now that ppl were in the camp mood i guess what we did didnt really matter as long as we did it together and had fun.. the taboo game was nice though.. especially when john started throwing everything out of his pockets to show littering. ouch for the handfone =P

3rd day: this was the best day if not fer gettin a darn headache!!! bbq at johnathan n boris's condo. tt was kinda gay.. i got sick before the food was even ready.. stupid smoke. i really cant take sleeping on that stoopid sleeping bag made for midgets!!! crap man.. i would haf been more comfortable in a straightjacket and i wouldnt be able to whack my head on a pillar.. which for ur info makes headaches worse. >.< hhaah but then.. who would haf expected night games to be so fun! it was quite creepy come to think of it.. the clues were really spooky.. talking about rotting flesh and all.. but i really dont understand why people are so scared of the dark. schools just MUST be haunted at night rite? what kind of logic is that.. lol. mayb they heard the story about some guy called eugene and another called ah khiong.. hmm. it was, rather fortunately, told to me 1 day after the games.. or i might be scared too.. well ya theres the disadvantage of being big.. u get to take the behind of the group. no torchlight.. not much company and no u dun haf to be afraid of ppl slashing ur throat frm behind or ghosts freezing u and scaring u to death.. just be scared of falling down the darn stairs when u cant see nuts!!! lol.
well i guess it was quite fun.. more stuff happened which will just add to my store of good memories when the time comes again nxt year for bad things to happen. lookin forward to 2nd tune in on tuesday.. wonder what kind of ppl will turn up THIS time..
on the issue of the lord.. i guess ill leave it to him.. life isnt really going the way i want it to but well.. if u cant beat it.. join it. =)

links r finally up!

2004-11-15T02:51:00.000+08:00

ahh!! finally the damn links are up! missed sum ppl.. if i did just tag me n ill add ya. all thx to ian the genius.. who came all the way to my house today to plae.. and help me use blogrolling. im not so stupid after all, i realize..... i just kinda put the wrong blog address.. =P
neways havent been blogging regularly.. but i gotta mention tt this past week has been rather..... interesting.
it started off in the middle of the week, the past few days having just been band band band.. it was a wednesday nite if i remember correctly n since my fren asked me to go to this party.. i agreed. it was in hopes of being taken away from the incredible bore that is the holidays. up till now i had not realised the full impact of no more school... no more friends.. no more after school outings.. no life!! heh. but well.. the party did turn out quite fun.. n i gotta noe more ppl.. as well as satisfy my daily need to liquidate some1's mind. or someones in tis case. i never knew truth or dare could be so fun until today.. mayb except in switz.. haha kevin ;)
the stuff we did is superrrrrrrlly weird.. and omg there was someone there with a more *imaginative* mind for dares than mine! wor~ thats like how SICK man. n it was a girl too.. so now i also realise that its not intelligence thats inversely proportional to size.. its SICKONESS. uhhh.. im a radical ;)
also i made my 1st ever chinese new year resolution.. for next year.. which is to lose weight! come on man.. tell me its a noble goal. oh? nxt years too late? well.........
ahhh..... under the influence of jx.. (ya u dun look around u crazy tennis toot u! =X) ive been playin tennis in the past few weeks in an attempt to pick up a sport where i might not injure someone directly.. BUT unfortunately.. i discovered the ball is supposed to stay in the court.. something which i UNfortunately am unable to do =/
oh well... guess u cant be good in everything eh? =X
but im seriously quite retarded.. in every sense of the word. it encapsulates the few generic mannerisms that we have.. speed thought n imagination. im gettin stooooopid!
ahh i need an ego boost!! someone say i rock!

-in the distance.. *I ROCK!*-

.................. hell.

free!

2004-11-05T23:39:00.000+08:00

ahhhh!!!!!!!!!SCREAM!!!!SHOUT!!!!!!! BANG !!!!!BOOM !!!!!!!!!!!! LAA.. all exams of the year are finally OVER! OMG! YES! FREEDOM! k.
well.. not really.. in a sense. theres still band every week every alternate day... but its not as if i dont enjoy it.. heh. only really scared of not being able to play my parts.. sigh. well with the bad comes some good.. which uh.. i guess ill find out in time.. lol. well i doofusly realised.. as u can see frm e beginning of this blog.. tt i just realised how to use color.. >.< gay innit. haha ok look forward to colourful entries.. pun intended.. and know that god loves u! and me! and u! and actually.......... all other letters from a-z. ;)

carrr washh!

2004-11-02T23:17:00.000+08:00

wah.. damn tired nw.. today was fun man! ok lets see, met up with my sec scl frens in town to watch movie n play pool. i realized it was a superrr friggin long time since i played pool and the game was.. ill classify it under fun.. VERY fun..-ny hahahaa! wad do u get when u put 5 guys who didnt play pool for a long time together at a pool table with NOONE around.. =X well lets just say things DO get out of hand.. =P den we decided to watch a movie. guess what movie.. well, consider the factors: 5 grown guys. no girls. no parents. freedom. lotsa nc16 n m18 movies around. so we watched.. SHARKS TALE.. WTHH!!!! haha ok la.. it was a nice movie but seriously not for guys.. especially cynical ones.. =/
well neway whilst walkin along orchard road a certain number of 'worrying' trends caught my attention.. 1stly.. ppl zhao genging like crazy.. on purpose too!! they seriously dowan face man.. and after my pw on homosexuals.. ive been noticing a helllotuv gay couples arnd.. freaky. ah well.. i guess if u cant get a gd one of the other sex.. ull have to settle for what u have. LOL! kiddin.. and yeah.. just recently a gd fren of mine was hit on by a gay! someone he knew.. no less. omg man.. what is this world comin too....................
but today was fun. yeap! =)

im mofoing happy. HAPPY. happy. actually im david. but neway..

2004-11-01T18:00:00.000+08:00

how ironic can an sms get. a chinese sms.. which is 'quite' against what i believe in but its meant to be read literally.. if u get my meaning. holy cow it was actually a love msg and well the date is marked on my calender.. when im old enuff to buy 4d or toto sure strike.. tts how COOL IT FRIGGIN IS!!! AHHHHHHHH! ok. fine. maybe its just for fun but still.. wooooooo its so damn funni i still haven stopped laffin frm it. plus the person who sent it. heh.
ok.. today was op.. i am SO relieved its over.. after spending last week doing some dumbbb speech i realised it would just have been easier if i actually DID some of the project. wonder how i got EE but neway its over! WOOO.. jsut chinese left. grr... cl b'ers shld be KILLED.. esp our well loved oboe player.. *AHEM* and certain arts class rep.. not mine.. those toots are free as of today.. how lucky can they get??
well after tt, there'll be lots of band but it wont be the same.. and was not ever since july.. sigh.. good not-so-old days. heh. hope there'll be more FUN memories wif u guys.. especially ppl who *cought*dont*cough*always*cought*come. =X
k tts all 4 nw i guess.. i still tink bloggin is dumb. heh.. irony. neone got clothes they need iro.. ok ill stop here. >.<

cliched but true- god is everywhere

2004-10-29T01:47:00.000+08:00

i have made a startling realization in lieu of todays events. god loves me. lol.. really.. ok ill begin with what 1st found me.
in band today, it was our conductor's bdae.. and he should have been all weird as normal but then suddenly.. out of the blue.. he talked about god! well, u noe him la.. if u dont.. hes this reallyyyyy nice but super cynical man who looks better with a moustache n beard.. =) well neway this startling turn of events was following what a certain sectionmate was telling me.. about wanting to become a christian.. it was kinda freaky. her account of how she was in a ''dilemma'' (dont really tink so) was rather off point at 1st but as the day progressed i realised that these events were interlinked.. and a 3rd mentioning in prayer after band for pw op after like not prayin as a band for how long signalled that GOD wanted her!
BUT.. i witnessed YET another act.. cant remember it nw.. and it was really too many 'holy' incidents a day to attribute to conincidence.. after which i realised that.. no.. god wasnt talkin to her.. he was talkin to me!

god is wonderful.. i shall go to church more often.

amen. really ;)

this is bad

2004-10-28T00:52:00.000+08:00

I lost it today. its been such a long time since ive lost my temper but seriously anyone who can make me this angry deserves to either DIE or shutuppp. dammmit.. it doesnt feel good being angry at sum1 and its weird for me because i start smiling about 5 seconds after i blow up..sigh.

neway i guess theres sum gd news for me nw.. i wont be taking probationals! WOOOOT! hahahah.. must thx god sia.. how on earth i passed gp overall w/o passing promos or terms is all by god's grace. i feel im gettin closer to him nw.. and u noe, nething 'blasphemous'*AHEM* stuff i mite say is purely 4 fun la.. he really is a great guy and source of strength from which i derive my will to live. riiiight. im lookin forward to the holidays cuz its when band begins.. practically 3 times a week. killer sia but i kinda enjoy playin my instrument.. its damn fun. =)
haiya.. sum ppl just need to learn manners man.. mayb i do too.. hmmmmmmmmmm. im tryna be a better person.. wth.. this entry is like super crapful.. well u can discern for urself whats real and whats not.. right? right?? =/ neways im off 4 nw.. i tink blogging is kinda stupid.. at this particular moment.. since it ONLY happens to be 1 am. lol.

i r dumb

2004-10-23T01:12:00.000+08:00

today was a bad day. hopefully.. monday will be a good day.. promo results are back.. wth la.. passed 3 a's but failed ao's..... gay. i guess i dont wanna talk abt it.. mayb ill mention some things happenin in school nw.
1stly.. i CANNOT believe how indifferent the j2s seem to be to the fact that a levels are in 2 friggin weeks.. mayb we'll get used to it nxt year too.. ahh well.
2ndly.. hahha i promised i wouldnt talk about promos but i cant help but say i passed econs essay! ahAHahhaahah!!!! ok. that was lame.
fine. i've a nice but kinda old song frm maroon 5 i stumbled upon and tink is real nice.. dey really r a fantastic grp.. heres the lyrics.. just ask me to send it to u via msn if u want it =)

here it is:

"If You Only Knew"

I wake upThoughts of you
Tattooed to my mind
As I wonderWhat to wear
What to eat
Who to beWill
I see you again
And as my car breaks down
I shake my head and say
What a day
If you only knew
What I went through just to get to you
I'm hanging from you
And I'll hold on if you want me to
Every bus, every train,
Every cab, every lane is JAMMED
So I looked to the sky
And I reached for the planes with my hands
If all my days go wrong
I'll think about last night
It went right
If you only knew
What I went through just to get to you
I'm hanging from you
And I'll hold on if you want me toI
f you only knew
What I went through just to get to you
I'm swinging from you
And there's nothing I would rather do

hope *u* noe wad i went thru.

long time ago bbq pix. =P

2004-10-20T00:28:00.000+08:00

im dumb lol i dono how to put links.. so here u r.. enjoy ur 1st round of band pics.. haha =)

We are free

2004-10-20T00:12:00.000+08:00

we-ell. i guess im back! no more crappy studying.. well actually pw and chinese ao but who cares!? lol. its been a super long time since ive blogged and i HAVE TO do this man.. this is all about.. THE EAGLESSSSSSSSS!
as old as they may be.. they certainly rocked the house on monday night.. the indoor stadium was ALIVE man.. holy cow u shoulda heard them.. for old men they do pretty darn gd.. and can go on longer than i am able too if i were in their position.. =/ ohmannn those songs bring back old childhood memories... ahhhhh...
however.. it was rather weird.. cos i only recognized 4 songs in total.. 1 which i cannot even remember the name. while the tix cost 100 each.. i was seated at the back of the stage.. lol! the most expensive seats are like 500 bucks.. woah.. but considering it is the first and probably last time they're performin here.. it was a show not to be missed.. i can still feel the powerful *bOOOOOOm bOOOOOm bOOOOOOOm* from the speakers.. i swear i was half deaf at the end of the concert.. lol. =)
well promos are over and band is resuming.. guess life is gettin back to normal. sadly though.. now the j2s have really gone for gd..... wonder what our juniors will be like? hopefully some super pro trombonist can come in and cover for the sorry excuse of a tboner tt i am.. lol. is that too much to ask? well.. i started believing in God when i realised tt theres no use denying his existence when its so easy just to attribute everything to this almighty fiure in the sky.. complainin shit to him and givin him thanks for the small tiny weeny bits of comfort we do get. sounds sarcastic? well i guess that just means i dont believe THAT much.. haha.
theres so much to say that has happened in life that i think it would be much more interesting to tell in person.. this few weeks have been quite uneventful.. busy mugging but this incident is damn lame man.. i wun forget it n ill end this entry with it!

a says: i think she has a boyfriend
b says: no way.. she's his play thing now
a says: ohboy scandalous sia
b says: who on earth doesnt noe about it la
C says (after lookin abit lost) : uh.. ok.. have fun.. byebye!
a and b say: WHAT THE.. get ur ass back here!
C says: but what do u need mine for when ur lookin at hers like theres no tomorow?

lol.. was it tt obvious? well neway. haha till next time this is superman signing off and yet again.. telling you to get a friggin life!! stop reading blogs! =)

Band bbq.. again!

2004-09-11T11:19:00.000+08:00

There were 2 things i swear i have never done at a bbq before.. a) NOT dunk someone >.< and b) play twister.. lol! yesterday's band bbq was quite the bomb.. didn't really expect many people to turn up.. but not only did the j1 almost hav full attendance.. almost all the j2s came too =D besides the numberous attempts to tp kevin.. that sneaky toot managed to evade us all.. and when we finally were able to corner him.... a j2 screamed.. CHEAP. lol.. but i have to admit that dr lee does make good chickens.. after a reallly long time.. and thanks to the ppl who were grilling like crazy... all i did was stand around waiting to test the food =P all in all a fun experience.. felt bad not staying back to clean up.. but then again.. uhh.. haah. so comes an end to all fun.. band-related or not.. we'll see if i survive promos, ao level chinese, pw , assignments and other poor 16 year old killing stuff.. =/ and to the j2s.. stop partying.. go study! =D

P.S. i managed to snap certain incriminating pictures of some ppl.. haah.. so if u want them just msg me! =)

booboombamm! Bom ops!

2004-09-04T22:28:00.000+08:00

happy.. teachers'.. day... celebration! it was yesterday. it was fun. it was enjoyable. michael jackson graced the event! well.. actually not him.. yeah.. (he's sitting comfortably in a cell. i think. =P) but just a guy who dances like wayyycool.. and that coming frm me is wayyy noteworthy.. i actually think guy dancers are kinda gay. but his slick moves left me with the will to.. dance! can you believe it? lol. maybe next year i'll dress up like 50 cent and start rapping.. and dancing.. more of shaking really.. hmmmmmm.
neways the band put up an item as well.. we were smashing the tables like there was no tomorrow.. n we loved it! what on earth do we care if you can hear it?? hahaha kidding la.. but most impt is we enjoy ourselves too right? riight?? =D the performers were awesome.. bangra dance pwnz! nartz if read this.. u rawked! haha.. i nvr thought it was humanly possible to do some of the moves you did without stuntmen but boy was i wrong! joel.. u too.. nah i didnt think it was bad at all.. if nething.. mayb ur ''screw-ups'' as u put it were actually more suited for the song.. haha like in the probability of 1 out of.. one... million? =P
i thought that many people would pon.. like the sad turnout for national day celebration.. in which even lt1 closed up to cover the obviouss absenties.. tsk.. i believe most of the ppl had a smashing good time and u know.. i think i might be psychic... for the robin hood award i was like ''lim see poy lim see poy!'' although i dont know him.. and the next moment he was going on stage to get the award! ok.. cheap thrill la.. like who wouldnt guess its him?
on a more down note.. i am.. again.. depressed. =/. whats wrong with me? i want to study.. but i cant.. and thats really putting me down now. if u have a solution.. shove it. i dont need 1. LOL. oh my.. look at the stars? good morning sir.. how was ur day? 1 + 4 = for 1.. person. no.. eh.. isnt tat 23523425243? hmmm... somethings wrong with me.. better get off before i get off. huh???

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right.

Today was a fun day.. really.. =)

2004-08-31T23:25:00.000+08:00

I realise something now.. mr lynn is one the few reasons apart from band that make me look forward to going to school in ACJC. He is damn lame.. and for a teacher.. even more so than me.. although i can walk la.. and he can walk.. but still.. =P. Other than believing he is a C.I.A agent (debatable because i think there's a height minimum ;) ) he also manages to diss countless number of idiots.. or so we are led to believe. (better not write nething incriminating here or i might be minced meat in geog class if he finds this!) the band is putting up an item of our own.. quite a unique performance because it is one of the rare times we atually just use percussion instruments instead of playing as a full band.. this should be interesting. at first i though that half the school ponning would be sad and our 'musical talents' would be unable to be showcased but now.. on second thought.. maybe the less the better.. the better not to embarass ourselves.. by beating out of beat! =P if ur a fan of seeing failures.. be sure not to miss this teachers day celebration.. if for nothing more than to listen to beautifully in tune guitars ruined by HORRIBLE out of tune singing =D
band barbecue will be on a monday.. this monday in fact.. and i have been aptly crowned the president of band taupokking.. how fun =) (Terence watch outt!) sadly.. i have been warned that the pool is off limits.. meaning the only way someone will get dunked and stripped is by going in the pool willingly and with swimming trunks. actually.. it makes the work easier.. theres only 1 piece to remove =)
a number of us went to burger king.. where i happily met my quota of laming an ass off a day.. even storing up some lamelaff for the wednesday tml.. a holiday.. but which i most likely will spend at home attempting to do homework while glued to the computer screen. like i am now. oh well.. only 20 minutes and about 30 hours to go before school reopens.. and then i have wonderful d/c =D. i love my life.

tune-in

2004-08-14T23:23:00.000+08:00

i'm sad that my band decided that none of them wanted to come.. it would've been much for fun if those crazy a**holes were to come here. i believe that every sec 4 band member who attended the tune in were s personalities. stonedd.. >.< . not that im trying to say its bad.. but they were quite borinnng. have to say that acs i guys tried their best though. but how much can you expect from people who mug everyday? how stereotypical of me. i apologise. life has not much meaning now.. study.. study.. study. it sucks. y do i feel lonely when there are friends around me always? it IS very sad a thought.. hopefully i can turn into a s personality and stone the whole day so i dont freaking care. i hate life, i hate this, i hate that.. maybe i should just study? at least the returns are better than in friendships with people who you probably wont talk to after jc life, and u have to entertain them.. it really is such a show. i basically am not a nice person, acting nice has drained me to the limits, how can anyone act nice for so long? i never did believe any good would come out of helping others, because in actual fact all you receive is peanuts. and even then real peanuts are worth more. bloody hell.. ok i shant ruin tune-in by being so evil so i shall end off by saying that the last band dinner for a long time at holland v's hor fun shop was rather fun.. also i finally took part in the 1st tau pok of our poor president.. terence ;). f*ck. y do i even bother to write nice. if ur looking for entertainment, screw off.

byebye for real

2004-08-06T21:10:00.000+08:00

i shoud start this blog by saying a great goodbye to the j2s - today's national day performance was their last and we realllyyy won't be having official practices with them anymore. as before.. this is a sad and solemn occasion where we shall have a moment of silence for the last few moments we might see them in band. ... and then...

PArrrTAYYY! today = national day celebration.. omg it was actually super fun! acjc is damn laidback in its events such as this.. the whole school was standing on chairs and singing! wow! even the band joined hands with the choir (literally) and for the first time in a long time.. i enjoyed national day celebration. the j2s have are soo damn nice.. they bought a super bigload of presents and gave them to the j1s.. a more expensive undertaking than vice versa because there are simply more j1s than j2s.. their effort deserves mention! presents ranged from the yummy variety to the not so yummy ( can cds be eaten?) type... but ANYway.. i want to say i will misssss them alot. not really till tears.. but just alot. the science especially.. because the arts i can, as i said many times before, just walk downstairs and see them. its sooo cool.. now i finally noe y i love the school.. its because arts is tighter and more cohesive a unit than any other.. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...... =)

watched farenehit 9/11 after that with (in order of merit)... me,me and me. the others (not in order of merit) include jian xiang, yoon hoe, jocelyn, angel, huiying, jonathan + y^2 thieng.! =)
haha it was the most evvviieeelll show on earth.. making fun of poor old george bush.. what the hell.. reading 'my pet goat' while people were jumping off the wtc.. omg man such a cool dude. actually i love the movie cos it only shows 1 point really... there is no god. poor woman.. poor deluded woman. ah well.. i better not be too mean. heh.

Ok..... to sum it all up.. i think this is the funnest + funniest day in acjc.. i love band! (these chicks dont even know the name.. *faddeee OUTttt....*

vi-fi-vian-fian

2004-08-04T22:48:00.000+08:00

according to jx. yes.. to the titled person.. dun be lazy.. go update ur blogg! =) feel honoured now? haha!

2 wonderful concerts

2004-08-01T23:10:00.000+08:00

the past few days have been an influx and enjoyment of creativity for me. 1st there was night of laughter on friday, then acs(i) band concert on saturday.. they rocked! this makes me think of our own concert; acjc concert, wherein we played well.. but felt we did not do our best. zz.. dreary sad topic. a few mentions for drama night.. most notably tim w my classmate. while arguably that is how he sometimes behaves in class anyway.. he still managed not to have stage fright.. although i was guessing that that was what he was most scared of for the play. ingenuity from both cast and crew led to the use of lt2 as the stage a most well chosen spot. the teachers part in the night of laughter was commendable.. mostly due to the many many 'dirty' things they would not usually say practically overflowing that night.
then came acs(i) band concert.. that was even better. i dont know how to spell my juniors or soon-to-be juniors names but to the whole trombone section.. woah u rocked! i definitely do not believe any further that acs(i) even need the smallest bit of help from acjc band. what with persis played with almost zero flaws & no thow, i did not hear ur mute drop.. lol. disaster never really once struck their concert.. i have to say that despite all the obstacles that they had from what mr lee told us.. they managed to overcome them in a mere span of a week.. and that is truly the acsian spirit. man.. 2 nonsense crapolas in 2 simultaneous blogs.. omg i need to learn a better ending!

Farewell from band for j2s..

2004-07-28T22:33:00.000+08:00

It was on july 27th, 2004 at about 7pm, that acjc band life officialy became.. lonelier. My seniors are gone. no more professional bass trombone sounds will echo and vibrate the hall. no more her. no one to guide me. no one to disturb and receive comical results. less friends. smaller world.
Yet there is a lack of a sense of sadness within me.. i am not sad to see them go. neither am i happy of course, except happy for them.. because i believe they left with fond memories of our band. but what could be the reason that i do not feel their loss? maybe it stems from the fact i'll probably still see them around school.. or that they'll be coming back to visit us for a practices. we, the j1s are now officially in charge.. or the j1 committee at least. didnt get a post.. didnt expect one.. but i believe the new committee was well chosen. it was a time of warm goodbyes on July 27th. it marked the first time i had ever given my wonderful seniors presents.. and the look on their faces was reward enough.. i swear they looked like they were gonna go home and cry.. not that i blame them or think its sissy of course. as i write this, i realise i feel sad NOW. not then.. the euphoria of saying goodbyes and present giving must have overcome this feeling. its painful to know that no longer will we play together - maybe once more- but thats it.. the short less-than-1-year has drawn to a close. its damnn fast if u ask me.. i couldnt have been to more than 30 practices and *poof*- they're gone. shes gone too.. probably wont ever see her.. maybe its for the best.. its time to start being realistic.. and goal oriented. bleah.. what crap. i am sad now.. but i guess i can finally commit things to god.. yes i do believe there is one.. if it is what it is meant to be.. it will be.. and if its not.. well.
As life with them draws to this chapter.. i remember.. i am no longer from maris stella.. its time to be a real part of acjc.. band. what the hell.. sounds like the compo i wrote for o levels.. bloody sentimental crap.

True love

2004-07-20T22:51:00.000+08:00

I'm feeling particularly philosophical now.. so i shall delve into the topic of true love. What is true love? often asked.. and answered with, '' when u meet someone whom you know you want to spend the rest of you life with, more often than not that thought is reciprocated, knowingly, connections are just made.'' and then you realise that person has a significant other. what do you do then?
maybe we shall start from the when. when do you know that your true love is in front of you? some say the stars shine brighter, if its at night, and some say the sun is muted and the clouds cover it just nicely in the day. i say who the hell cares about the bloody scenery when the one is standing in front of you.
and theres always the what. what do you do after that? after the first glance, the second stare.. then what? again, the common answer, from my experience, is pretend nothing happened.. the reason again being that if it IS true love.. surely there will be another chance.. when you have gathered the strength and courage to do so? no. wrong. you will never get another chance. the next time it will be raining, you cant keep your eyes open.. next time there will be no stars.. you cant see nothing. lame? tell me about it.
next is the who. may you be gay, god bless you damned soul.. yes it IS a sin. anyway.. what if the person you liked never knew you existed? the chance meeting between the eyes just another glance like any other, the reflection of light from the sun playing tricks on what you see. even worse, the person does know you, does know.. what would happen then? awkward, it would be, to ever meet again? yes. and no. sometimes not everything is in black and white. this is often said.. but u will truly realise everything in life IS black and white. gray is just the transition between both, when your senses are confused about what you see. back to the point. who? what if her name began with a soft whisper as you spake it? a dead giveaway, how do you remain civil when emotions begin to grab you left right and centre?
nevermind the nonsense above, but then after that comes.. the how. how do you go about solving the fire burning in your heart that rages on and on and on? extinguish it? a dead husk would be left behind. caress it? it would just burn on. add fuel? byebye. no.. the only way is to bring the only thing that can stand the test of fire into you heart.. love. but how? i never really answered my question in essence.. are you confused? yes you should be.. because i am too.

acs(i) band

2004-07-18T17:20:00.000+08:00

recently, i find that everything can be blogged, bitched about and scandalised. its kinda out of point in the acs i band context but i seriously believe some people reallllyyy need to be *cleansed*, yours truly as well. =P it has been barely 4 days since the switz trip ended and i find myself missing band and my instrument already. helping the acs i band then, seemed like such a fun thing to do at the time, i thought maybe the trombone section really sucked and my *ahem* noobness would not be that easily spotted. but nooo.. of all the crap they had to do.. the bass trombonist had to be sec4.. the only sec 4 in that section.. and man was he pro. not as pro as guosh certainly and possibly not as good as me *blinks* but hes only 1 year younger and undoubtedly will become damn pro nxt yr. reality check david- u have been in band for 4 years.. theres no real difference between the tuba and trombone so why do u still suck at it? i have been scolded numerous times for my playing or misplaying but if i love band so much wouldnt i be driven to excel? where then, lies the real problem?
overall, i dont see why dr lee is so pissed with acs i band because in truth, when i hear them, and compare them to acjc practices, theres not much difference. y cant every1 c that we kinda suck? a gold a year ago does not guarantee another next year. i sound like such an analyst but its the truth, at this rate the most we can achieve next year is a silver. ahhh.. not to dampen anyones spirits so quickly after the uplift from switz but this is a reality check for all of us acjcians as well. we suck as a band without the j2s. bonding is good but its not everything in band. drawing e line between both has to be done. it will be too late to realise next year at the syf that after all the damn photo taking, we arent in tune. who'll be laughing then?

Switzerland trip

2004-07-14T23:45:00.000+08:00

WOw! the trip is at long last.. over. I would say i had enjoyed myself alot.. but thats an understatement! this would be the second time i have gone with schoolmates overseas.. and the experience is always quite fun without parents to nag at u. no... teachers dont count.. cos they give u more freedom =)
the only downside to the trip was the huge prick in my heart when i realised how much the stuff we were to buy would cost. holy Sh*t! i could buy 4 singapore mcdonalds meals for 1 in switzerland.. lol! ahh.. the chocolates were pure heaven.. discovered liquor chocs there.. omg they RAWK. i think ive become an alcoholic.. hahah! ahhh... the trip wasnt all that bad considering she didnt go.. and i actually did have fun even though i was actually kinda forced to go. well.. the competition was really an eye opener too.. we realised ac band is not all it is made out to be unless every single person decides that he or she is not *special*. we also needed to learn coordination and all that stuff.. man i feel tired just talking about that lol. suffice to say the parts playing instruments were not as fun as sightseeing at leat a hundred mountains a day.. yes it DOES become quite monotonous after a while looking at peak after peak of perfection.. =P.
the highest points in the trips would have to be the food i guess.. haha i sound like such a glutton.. eating cheese fondue.. pizzas.. and *gasp!* rabbit meat! i have the picture of the rabbit we saw at the top of the stairway at rhinefalls etched in my mind forever.. with the second picture of rabbit meat cubes fried to solid imperfection doused with unhealthy sauce. yyuuuucksss. lol. ahhh i have alot to b*tch about on the tour but maybe i should just end soon. the people there are really laid back and open minded.. just like the restaurant waiters at a certain Bebbie's. boy oh boy they do really enjoy ripping us off and making us even dance sing and scream just for free... coke. ahahha i realised alot of crappy lame stuff happened there.. like seeing a guy jack off in the middle of our group.. that dirty old man.. and seeing circular rainbows. well the people i spent the most time with as a group would be ian yong kiat samuel and james.. they made the trip a very fun experience.. although i was not as close to them as those on the other bus. =/. well maybe there shall be a part 2 to this blog but until then all i have to say is i love the people on my bus to bits because they helped make the experience to switzerland more fun and exciting.. namely jovan the donkey and ian the llama. =) haha ''ill be back''.

it was fun holiday n nw i shall die.

2004-06-27T02:04:00.000+08:00

stop me if you've heard this before.. '' i haven't studied a single thing.. im sooo dead..'' well let me pain ur ears again as i repeat it over and over again. admittedly.. i loved my holidays and all the outings and trip over the causeway and especially the fun times in bannd. however it pains me as well to decide now that i am truly and finally.. dead. not only have the terms been creeping up slowly and carefully.. i have done nothing to ensure i do not get beheaded by it.. even now here i am gleefully writing about how im gonna die tml for my 1st exam. yikes.
Maybe i could, as before recount happy things that happened this holiday.
1)band concert- heckuva fun experience playing a 'foreign' instrument and making my section nervous as they watch me blow the place to bits.
2)trip to m'sia.. sadly missed the band chalet but spent time with relatives who came from the u.s and boy was the food good! =)
3)uncontrollable eating + NO PE!! - man am i dead when i get to thursdays on the track.
4)meeting up with sec school friends over the course of holiday and pwing them - only in mind however - in all forms of entertainment including pool.
5)laming YOUR ass off in blogs like these =)
It is kinda sad isnt it then that this is probably the first blog in which i feel kinda down.. p.s if ur reading this over a course of a week after its published.. ur screwed for terms too =) kidding.. but i HAVE to make myself feel better dont i? i think the number of smiley faces has been decreasing as school reopening draws ever nearer.. well i better end off with a happy thought, lest thou shalt find thy mind filled with endless sorrow and LUNACY.
6) SWITZERLAND TRIP! ALRIGHT! 1st band trip ever overseas.. boy am i excited.. all i can hope for really is that the a) plane dont crash b) i dont fall sick and c)we do well in the competition over there!
well for those who are wondering at the sanity of doing this on the eve of apocalypse, wonder no more. there is entirely no special reason why im killing myself writing this instead of studying other than the fact that i realise im gonna play cs again. now. make any sense to u? not to me either. =D (= *screwed*

Muse!

2004-06-11T20:24:00.000+08:00

Yes! its finally over! the band concert yesterday.. ahh.. after weeeeks of hard practice and countless hours spent at the viewing gallery.. ITS OVER!! but damn.. cos i wont be seeing some of the j2s nemore.. feel kinda sad.. had lots of fun together especially during outtings.. and yes *ahem* someone won't be going back for many practices. And then of course the terms are coming, can't really say how i feel about it.. haven't even started studying other than going for some remedial lessons.. theres this foreboding sense in me that im gonna screw my exams up again like all others.. just because i dont FEEL like studying.

Well.. maybe to brighten myself up i could recount the entire day yesterday.. it WAS rather enjoyable.. well first.. was the woooorst part of the day - i couldnt wake up! stared at the alarm clock half in dreamland for 2 agonising hours before i finally dragged my fat ass out of bed.. and booyy was it good.. i had been practising long and hard and finally i could show what i could do! Ahh.. damn them all.. they think i'm supposed to turn into some trombone god over a nice ''long'' period of 3 months.. bah! what do they know. with that thought conveniently flushed out of me, i proceeded to realise.. it was 10! omg! i was supposed to meet the trumpets euphoss and trombones at 11:30.. i was sooo screwed! rushing like mad.. i realised.. ITS ONLY 9! omg.. i must be pajiao or something.. turned and took a good second look and realised.. PARALLAX ERRROR... Dooots! haha.. pathethic huh? Well decided against my better judgement to practice the trombone.. just a little.. was forewarned over msn last night by someone that it would affect my embrouchre.. but ahhh what the heck.. i dont have a proper one for trombone anyway.. lol. Well.. skipping how i walked to the bus stop and took the bus.. i was on my way to the MRT.. and guess who i saw.. someone from band i didn't really know! ahha! That only means one thing.. lame time! but dammit that womans hard to handle.. her names jennifer.. j2 flute player.. quite pro from what i hear during practice. I realised that shes actually a nice and quite chatty person.. and mentally slapped myself for not taking initiative to 'bond' with more people in band. We went to jurong.. where we decided.. since it was only 11:00 that we should be ''fashionably late''.. well actually.. we just knew no one would be there on time.. so what the heck! =) she thinks like me! haha! Met a few others at jurong itself then made our way to come in at a decent 20 minutes later!

Well yeah she was there.. but so was her he. Lol. the problem being that hes my friend too.. gay. Understanding what i just said is not of primary importance her.. just to understand that.. life sucks! But there was something.. we were wearing the same brand name.. Billaabonnng! wow congrats david! bet you're the only IDIOT who noticed that. Well.. ANYWAY.. we went allll the way to eat at the famous and very fine restaurant of McDonalds! Hot damn it was crowded.. with us and our instruments.. its really unfair how i am the only one lugging around the mother of bulky craps.. NO the tubas arent counted cos they're all on the lorry! unfair! Bah.. at least i didnt actually HIT anyone.. a credit to my negotiation skills with my case. *grins* You know i realise how either a)innocent b)sick c)just like me D)NUTS she really is.. the first thing about a huge bird statue she notices is the a**hole! lol! understandably we DID approach it from behind (not in that way hor!) so the first distinguishing feature that separates it from other monuments of avians is the gigantic GAPING hole in its rear! lol! ha.. it was a long enjoyable lunch.. talking to john and johnathan.. two fun guys i've come to regard as good friends since i came to acjc.. and band. Well.. it was time to head for the concert hall itself.. and we took a few fun photos there before we got some warmup then to eat.. again! haa yesterday was foodfest i swear.. i ate a shizzload.. sinful! =X sadly not everyone was catered for so i headed over to mcdonalds fine restaurant AGAIN.. but this time i didnt eat anything.. really.. just accompanied a friend.. marco. Doesn't know if it was appreciated but it doesnt matter.. friends dont stand on ceremony with each other.. take advantage of that while u can!

Then finally.. it was the big thing! Had fun in the guys dressing room with several deranged people who i believe just recently escaped the boys home and somehow got their hands on saxophones to create.. wonderful music! i love that.. i must be deprived not to know that they were playing final fantasy... chocobo's theme or something like that. Well.. after that.. it was the concert! can't say i was really nervous.. i had been to too many concerts to feel to have a case of nerves.. the only thing really nagging me was my section.. they had high expectations of the entire section as a whole.. and even if i felt i wasn't good enough, they probably did.. and i didn't want to let them down. Besides getting a tight fit in the blazer (like whats new?) i felt i was ready to play my best! by the way.. the mcs looked great! haha!

Ah.. the performance came and went.. thudnerous applause sounded.. and it was over! we did it! tien tee never looked so happy.. lol! after all the trauma he caused to the children in the audience wearing those little ''gifts'' for each song the j2 exco gave him.. at least we pleased him! no more '' your intonation sucked.. play in tune please''.. but instead.. '' well done guys!'' ah.. that was REAL music to my ears..

After the success, a large group of us including jian xiang qizhen yong thieng james dominic david and jun ming went to KAP.. and it was the lamest ever time on earth.. really! they procalaimed the restaurant to be closed.. and we had to order from the drive-in.. queueing with the cars! hahaha never had such an experience but we had a good time laughing it out.. after which i returned home exhausted.. thinking.. mission accomplished. but with also the realization that.. I HAD LIT TOMORROW! dang.. fairytale just got headshotttttteeeed!

I will never forget this day.. i won't see many people that often anymore, friends will always be friends however, and if any of them really do regard a friendship seriously.. it will blossom.. until then.. all you who i might not see anymore, health and luck especially in ur 'A's' and have fun! life isn't only band! =)

just another day

2004-05-23T02:35:00.000+08:00

Today.. or rather yesterday was another day at band. what else would make me come here and write? =) ok.. basically.. we're now in the viewing room.. must say it has a weird-ass smell.. can't yet decide if i like it or not though.. but it IS kinda cool and the view overlooking the field is fantastic.. not that there's anything to see (it's only boys playing soccer.. and they suck!) but rather i enjoy the feeling of ease and comfort it brings. Had geog supplementary today, then band, phototaking, alumni, and lastly a nice chat with a few good friends. Geog.. voting day! Seriously.. if the choices they make are wrong.. we can be in for a VERY screwy 2 years.. and i really hope that doesn't happen. =P well.. band on the other hand.. was pretty much the same.. she even came up to tell me she saw me on tv! when i realised what she meant.. i was like >.<'' (what da hell!?) hahaa i am NOT patrick in spongebob ^2pants and no matter what resemblance there is i am NOT A STARFISH! lol! the phototaking was rather interesting.. it was the squeeziest group photo ever.. and i think God was looking upon me in the sectional photo because the sunlight chose MY face to shine on! it was weiiiird.. i was like fairer than a baby's bottom in the photo.. and then the sunlight receded.. and my dark tanned face came through.. yeah! I shall look good in the Switzerland pamphlet photos and no one can change that! Alumni was rather boring.. frankly the band sucks! but then again i AM in it.. well. Proceeded to KFC after that.. with 2 good friends.. had an extremely entertaining chat.. with me doing the most of the entertaining and being the most entertained.. i really have a humour problem, i laugh at everything! the lamer the worse.. lol. somebody save me... please? We talked about life, how it sucks and how we suck.. each having our own little love problems.. or lack thereof in the first place.. ahhh.. I still think about her.. is it wrong? unnatural? a sin perhaps? then god strike me down because if doing that is a sin i would go to hell 10 times over.

band!

2004-05-14T21:03:00.000+08:00

hmm.. i shall write allll about ac band. let me see.. the 1st day in band.. well.. acjc has a reallllly cool campus.. and i walked in up to LT4.. the band room. to my HORROR, there was no one there. ALL LATE! and i was waiting for like 10 minutes.. yes band pres also late!! =X annyyyway then i was walking around like an idiot when they finally decided to set up shop, so then i think they found me dangerous looking so they sent melvin -who looked rather scary then- to meet me. Then, with the crap cleared up i was on my way to play... the trombone! lol! if u dont already know.. i play the tuba. but apparently there are too dang many of em'. so then i get the GREAT beauuuutiful... twombone. haizz.. but.. the people are reallly friendly at band.. most notably my seniors. =) k la.. dun nid name.. both rawks! oh yeah then theres this girl.. shall decline to mention her name for now.. yes super nice! hmm.. came up to me to ask me my name, basic courtesy, but it just so happened she couldnt hear me.. some guy blasting on the drum set. so she mistook my name for..... PATRICK >.< and even after she realise its NOT.. still call me.. ahahah! ok la.. that person is *AheM* one of the er.. reasons i returned after my first prac.. ( hope she doesnt see this!) ok.. then.. i realised.. on my very first practice.. Dr.Lee needed... HOUSEMOVERS. prime target : pooor david. she was like saying him! him! *points vigorously at ''patrick''* well. anyway.. then i volunteered.. me being the nice natured guy and all. it was quite fun.. didn't really know anyone.. no scrap that. didn't know anyone. so i guessed it would be a good opportunity to get to know some of the guys better, imagine that, grunting between breaths caryying the bed, ''what's *puffft* your name? I'm David. *ungh* i see. Why you come to ac. Err.. *BANG*'' the other memorable time was the barbecue party at elise's house.. or at least thats what i think her name is =P.. and it was a helluva time. i got to know people in the weirdest way possible.. DUNKING! seriously warped, i mean no ones even close to half my size so i had to graciously plomp myself in the pool. then i was up again.. and no one was spared! =) and the food was greatt.. especially when i had ''someone'' kapping food from me! there was one supremely embarassing moment though.. i had mistaken a teacher for a student! she was like, ''so whats your name? oh its david, whats yours?'' *smiles, points to another guy* and says ''you tell him'' he says.. ''miss sng.'' meep! bigg boo boo.. hahah. it was totally enjoyable and thats how i met qizhen.. chinese high guy! yess.. he lived near me so we went home together.. got to know him better too. all in all that party was the defining point in my decision : I MUST GET TO AC! and well here/there i am now.. so world watch out! *misses a step and falls flat on his face* =P

is it?

2004-05-13T22:15:00.000+08:00

I feel realllly happy today! actually.. i feel damn happy everyday! because.. theres no homework. well actually there is.. but heck! whos gonna care anyway! well.. its been a few months at AC now, met some really nice people, some nice people and some really good looking people =). haha although the best one is hiding in that mirror somewhere. ANYWAYYyy i miss my sec school.. especially my sec 4 class.. all the outings.. all the fun.. all the FOOD!! guess i hafta to count myself lucky for not getting into fit club YET. ohh.. today was gay day! project work. lol.. how can girls be so comfor-freaking-table with stupid crapola especially when it deals with GAYS. i mean.. can't we all just PRETEND to live in a straight world? whys we gotta walk up to em' gays and say, ''hi. are you gay? i'd like to survey u =) oh and by the way.. make it quick.. i've got a deadline to meet.'' >.< ahhhh.. the irony. to think that i actually believed we would be doing some harmless lovely flowery topic such as.. education. dang. i'll just have to content myself with band now.. but no j2s.. boring! yes.. band.. almost all that keeps me going when i feel down in school.. i'll just think.. theres band on tuesday.. and saturday! wooot! hahaha.. maybe you'd think me nuts but i really do find the most wonderful people in band *ahem* *ahem* and i feel sometimes, that i go to school solely for the purpose of seeing nice band people walking around =). maybe i'll elaborate on the band another day.. hope you don't find this too boring.. i'll spice my crap up next time =). and i'll try to stop putting smiley faces =) alright? =) ..... TRYING. damnit.

1st time blogging!

2004-05-12T21:27:00.000+08:00

Let me intro you a little to humble lil' me. My name, if you haven't already fathomed, is David. meaning u call me that. and not with derogoratory terms that many people love to just because i'm so darned hot! literally.(ok the last relatively chim word i used will stay the last. hopefully. because cheeem words tick me off and more importatnly U MIGHT NOT UNDERSTAND! =X hence cheeem =D ) yeah.. bloody aircon doesn't seem to work when u friggin want it too... >.<. ANYWAY.. hey! I get to write what i want!! hmmmm.. i shall start with a song k? 1 that reminds me of her. It is entitled Sunday Morning and is by maroon 5. in case ur wondering about the sanity of this, don't. It's insane. inane. pick one. basically all i hafta say is that hey, if ur reading this.. get a life! =) or you could always see how i screw up mine =) and one last thing before my song.. life does not suck. life SUCKS. (realise that although i link all my sentences they make no real sense? just another trick to change the topic when it starts to get boooooring!) ok heres how the song goes:

Sunday morning rain is falling
Steal some covers share some skin
Clouds are shrouding us in moments unforgettable
You twist to fit the mold that I am in
But things just get so crazy living life gets hard to do
And I would gladly hit the road get up and go if I knew
That someday it would lead me back to you
That someday it would lead me back to you

That may be all I need
In darkness she is all I see
Come and rest your bones with me
Driving slow on Sunday morning
And I never want to leave

Fingers trace your every outline
Paint a picture with my hands
Back and forth we sway like branches in a storm
Change the weather still together when it ends

That may be all I need
In darkness she is all I see
Come and rest your bones with me
Driving slow on Sunday morning
And I never want to leave

But things just get so crazy living life gets hard to do
Sunday morning rain is falling and I'm calling out to you
Singing someday it'll bring me back to you
Find a way to bring myself home to you

And you may not know
That may be all I need
In darkness she is all I see
Come and rest your bones with me
Driving slow on Sunday morning and I don't ever wanna leave